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pen_gruntI'm antsy-nervous in a weird kind of way...
I don't get this way very often, but when I do it's a weird thought-cycle loop. I can't stop thinking about the situation until it's resolved. It worms its way into my headspace and won't leave, no matter what I can or can't do about it at the time.
Examples of when I've felt this way:
New Year's Eve--I was 16. I wasn't supposed to be staying over at my boyfriend's house, but my sister failed to pick me up until mid-morning. I knew I was going to get in trouble, so I was nervous and un-fun the whole night.
Waiting for the "call back" for my first job interview.
Waiting to see if our bid was accepted and if we were outbid on our house.
Generally everything associated with buying our house :)
"Getting" the space for our wedding ceremony/reception.
And now it's generic wedding stuff. Argh. I wish someone else would just do it for me. Maybe I should have hired a wedding planner? *bangs head on keyboard*
Edit: *whimper*
I don't get this way very often, but when I do it's a weird thought-cycle loop. I can't stop thinking about the situation until it's resolved. It worms its way into my headspace and won't leave, no matter what I can or can't do about it at the time.
Examples of when I've felt this way:
New Year's Eve--I was 16. I wasn't supposed to be staying over at my boyfriend's house, but my sister failed to pick me up until mid-morning. I knew I was going to get in trouble, so I was nervous and un-fun the whole night.
Waiting for the "call back" for my first job interview.
Waiting to see if our bid was accepted and if we were outbid on our house.
Generally everything associated with buying our house :)
"Getting" the space for our wedding ceremony/reception.
And now it's generic wedding stuff. Argh. I wish someone else would just do it for me. Maybe I should have hired a wedding planner? *bangs head on keyboard*
Edit: *whimper*
